Yeah.
The last year or so has been really rough with some mental health things. If you've been following the drama on tumblr, you know about it, but... well, the last year and some-odd-months have been horrible with depression. It got really epic in February and I had some other problems too. Ended up with a diagnosis of something else as well that I've been trying to deal with.
Found out some of my friends were really awesome people who really care about me. I know some others couldn't put up with me when things got rough. It's ok. I know we all have our own shit to deal with. But... it was instructional.
The last round of depression meds seems to be working pretty well. Which is good, I was really really about to give up on meds all together. We haven't quite got the anxiety thing under control, but it's better lately. I still keep having panic attacks from the weirdest shit. Including episodes of Doctor Who that I am way too excited about in a happy GOOD way. I can't spend too much time in Walmart without panicking, and loads of other places/things. But babysteps.
So... now I'm just kind of trying to put the pieces of my life back together in some reasonable order.
I know I've neglected LiveJournal, and I'm not sure I'm going to go back to it full-time. Not some big... "omg I have moved on..." Just... when I was going through a lot of this, I stopped looking at my f-list, and communities and such. To the point it has been almost two years since I've actually participated in anything here. So, I'll probably post the occasional bit of fic, some announcements or whatever. I don't know. We'll haveta see how it evolves.
Also, I was getting tons of spam that was just raising my stress levels. So... that's why you haveta have an account to comment, and there's capsha on the site now (I hate it, I know you do, but... sorry) for those who aren't f-listed. Tired of getting the spam e-mails.
Uh... that's about all I can think of, really.
The last year or so has been really rough with some mental health things. If you've been following the drama on tumblr, you know about it, but... well, the last year and some-odd-months have been horrible with depression. It got really epic in February and I had some other problems too. Ended up with a diagnosis of something else as well that I've been trying to deal with.
Found out some of my friends were really awesome people who really care about me. I know some others couldn't put up with me when things got rough. It's ok. I know we all have our own shit to deal with. But... it was instructional.
The last round of depression meds seems to be working pretty well. Which is good, I was really really about to give up on meds all together. We haven't quite got the anxiety thing under control, but it's better lately. I still keep having panic attacks from the weirdest shit. Including episodes of Doctor Who that I am way too excited about in a happy GOOD way. I can't spend too much time in Walmart without panicking, and loads of other places/things. But babysteps.
So... now I'm just kind of trying to put the pieces of my life back together in some reasonable order.
I know I've neglected LiveJournal, and I'm not sure I'm going to go back to it full-time. Not some big... "omg I have moved on..." Just... when I was going through a lot of this, I stopped looking at my f-list, and communities and such. To the point it has been almost two years since I've actually participated in anything here. So, I'll probably post the occasional bit of fic, some announcements or whatever. I don't know. We'll haveta see how it evolves.
Also, I was getting tons of spam that was just raising my stress levels. So... that's why you haveta have an account to comment, and there's capsha on the site now (I hate it, I know you do, but... sorry) for those who aren't f-listed. Tired of getting the spam e-mails.
Uh... that's about all I can think of, really.

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I too have been quiet here - I find myself mostly posting on the communities I am involved with and neglecting my LJ. Happy to read anything you feel able to post.
Hope the meds continue to fit ♥
I'm glad you're feeling better. I'll look forward to whatever fic you may produce. But don't knock yourself out.
I just want to tell you : it does get better. I was in a deep, dark place for a long while but I am back in the light. I've even been able to get off the meds. So take care of yourself, get as much rest as you can manage and know that you are loved. One day you'll see the sun again!
I would echo what
I always thought you were awesome, and I still think that.